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I'm a bitch. So is Life.
But there's a huge difference.
I don't put on sugary coatings.
I don't backstab you
Not unless you do so first.
-That's me

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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Having A Conscience Towards Undeserving Hypocrites Sucks.
Friday, August 26, 2011 || 10:22 PM

Shit them. Shit her. Shit this stupid problem. Shit all insects. Shit. Shit. Shit.
Giving us a bigger room my foot. If they actually wanted to move us without problems, they can move into her shitty, insect-and-food-filled room. We'll move into theirs and she can move into ours. Shit lah. They should have anticipated this problem when they moved us here instead of just squeezing us into a shitty small room. So damn tempted to pull out all the worse vulgarities, shit them.
Now, they say what, want to give us a bigger room, what, we need more space, she don't need so much, my foot. If they wanted to do so, wait for SIX FREAKING YEARS FOR WHAT?! Then we make noise, and they say IT'S OUR FREAKING PROBLEM THAT THE ROOM HAS SO MANY INSECTS. SHIT THEM LAH. IT'S JUST THEY OFFLOADING THEIR PROBLEMS ONTO US CAN? EXCUSES. BEING AN ADULT IS JUST BEING A FREAKING HYPOCRITE.
Honestly, what did they expect us to do? Go down on our knees and thank them by kissing their feet? OVER MY DEAD FREAKING BODY. THEN THEY STILL EXPECT ME TO GO TO THEIR FREAKING CHURCH. SHIT THEM.
Then, just now, ask for permission to use the computer, YES I STILL FREAKING HAVE TO DO IT. And she was like, You're not afraid of the insects in the room? You guys very bad leh. LIKE, WTH. YEAH, WE'RE VERY BAD. YOU GUYS ARE WORSE. HER PROBLEM, IS SUPPOSED TO BE HER PROBLEM, YOU MAKE IT YOURS, FINE. I DON'T CARE. WHY DO YOU FREAKING HAVE TO MAKE IT MINE?! EVERY TIME YOU BRING HER OUT, YOUR RESPONSIBILITY, WHY MAKE IT MINE AGAIN?! YOU CAN WATCH HER YOURSELF, I FREAKING DON'T CARE OKAY.
BUT SHIT MY IRRITATING, ANNOYING, EXTRA-TOO-SENSITIVE CONSCIENCE, THAT FREAKING TELLS ME EVERY TIME I MUST GO WITH THEM, I MUST WATCH HER, I MUST DO WHAT THEY SAY. SHIT LAH. IF ONE DAY MY CONSCIENCE DIES AND TO SHIT WITH IT, IT'S YOUR OWN FREAKING FAULT AND DON'T COME TO ME AND GIVE ME ALL THE KIND OF SHITTY LECTURES THAT YOU SEE IN EVERY FREAKING DRAMA.
SHIT ALL OF THEM.