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"I'm a hypocrite..."
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 || 9:26 PM
"I'm a hypocrite"..."It doesn't matter how much, how often or how closely you keep an eye on things, you can't control it. Sometimes things and people go"... "Just like that."So true... Everyone is a bloody hypocrite... And it all stems from caring. Just by caring, you become a hypocrite. Make sense? Maybe not, but it's true.
When you care, sometimes, you've got to do things that... Protect your interests. Not the right things for sure. Then, you pretend. That's a hypocrite. Everyone is one. Everyone has been a hypocrite.
I sound so cynical. Everyone says that. Another form of hypocrisy. More than anything, I want to have faith, but saying and doing.. 2 different things. I always wish I had the problems of other teenagers my age, they're so much simpler. But then, they wouldn't be problems any more.
I feel like I'm drowning in my thoughts.
You can become a hypocrite just by simply saying "I don't care", when actually, you DO care. Just one thin, tiny, almost invisible line... And beyond that, a thicker, more visible line on the side of hypocrisy, drawing the line between "Acceptable hypocrisy" and "Unacceptable hypocrisy".
Life is like a farce, an irony. Almost a hypocrisy in itself.
It's so damn tiring to try and keep up... And when you don't, you find yourself among those too tired to keep up too...
A thin line between everything, but you can't help but wonder. Is there a universal line? Or does the position of everyone's line differ? Or perhaps both?
I'm tired of I don't know... But there's not much I can do, is there?
All we can do is just continue on with life, as best as we can, but is it enough?
A farce... An irony... A hypocrisy.
"Don't destroy yourself trying to find out where."
- Cecilia Ahern, A Place Called Here.
