Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

I'm a bitch. So is Life.
But there's a huge difference.
I don't put on sugary coatings.
I don't backstab you
Not unless you do so first.
-That's me

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

JieQi Victoria Heidi

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“life will be better in spring”
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The Day Before China...
Saturday, May 21, 2011 || 11:08 PM

Excited max! But still no food :(
My 'rents aren't sponsoring anything T-T Which means I need to burn hole in my own pocket. Aww...
I STILL haven't packed finish.. O.o Hope I don't forget anything.
SHIHUI! HSIAOYING! WHY YOU GUYS ZAO SO FAST?! RAWR.
Bleah. My FBT STILL HAVEN'T DRIED YET T-T
AHHHH! WHY STILL GOT SO MUCH STUFF HAVEN'T DO YET?! -PANICKS-
OKAY. Breathe. IN. OUT. IN. OUT.
Okay. Better.
Bleah. Better go pack.

Sian Max.
|| 5:54 AM

So sian.
Come back from church.
Church like everytime so hyper. Feel so left out sometimes. Shit max. That's what you get for not joining Youth Cell. And that's what you get for changing church when you're supposed to be in the Youth.
Sucks. I never get the choices. Is this even my life?
I can't choose what school I want to go if it doesn't pass your grade. You didn't even consider what people coming from that school had to say.
I can't choose which church I want to go. And you every time say that I get to make the choices.
I can't go out when I want to. And you say I get more freedom than both my siblings.
Life is bullshit.
Aimless.
When you find something worth it, hold on to it. That's what I've learnt.
You lose it, you lose another aim in life.
When you lose all the aims in life, there's no point in it.
When there's no point, what do you do?
You take the coward's way out. You JUMP.

Bugis! And Clarke Quay! And Stickies! And Dhoby Ghaut! And... A Lot Of Other Places. -.-"
Friday, May 20, 2011 || 6:59 AM

Sian max. Walk and walk and walk.
Kenna drag to Esplanade on excuse of work, when it's not MY work. -glares at SOME people-
Then, go Clarke Quay. Take ONE BIG ROUND. SO FUN MAN. Super Hot. I think the weather on PMS. Not happy. So decide to make us not happy also. Whatever.
STICKIES~ Now, I'm fully supplied for China!
Then go eat lunch. Got SUPER GROSS stuff in a cup. So super pity the dishwashers man. Omelette, chilli sauce, olive rice, cherry, lemon, tomato and of course, water to mix it together. Blech. So glad I didn't have to drink that. At least I managed to prevent the tissue paper from going in.
Then, pay le, so go wait for Charmayne, Valerie and Peimin. And there starts the "You thought I pangseh you because I never see you and went pass you because I thought you pangseh me" mess.
In the end, Vic, Jieqi, Edina and I wanted to go Dhoby Ghaut go take MRT. Want go take to Bugis, but wind up take to Somerset to must take back -.-" Somemore must squeeze with alot of people.
Go Bugis, Iluma want watch movie. Bleah. Movie start at 4. So go look for Wenhui. O.o Find Qiqing with her. So. They eat lunch, I spam Jieqi's phone :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Neoprint! ... makes everyone's eyes look weird. The one at Bugis anyway. Hee.
Go home! Super happy man!
I can't believe no one ever saw the bead shop. It's like sitting right outside the MRT station lorhhs. Even without anyone telling me I still found it.
Haix. The unobserving-ness of this generation.

Public Blog~
|| 6:32 AM

Bleah. Okay. This shall be the PUBLIC blog :)
Not saying this is a DEAD blog, lol.
Nope, just saying not everything goes here.
Telling everyone everything about you is NOT a good idea, nononono.
Nope, this is the public blog,
Not everything goes here,
But enough will :)
Enjoy~